"roles seems like a leftover paradigm from the '70s and '80s."
I was recently at a party where I was asked, “As a
therapist, can you tell me why there are so many more bottoms than tops
here in San Diego? Well, some things may be eternal mysteries, but I’ll
give the question my best shot. I can’t assume that this guy’s
observations are accurate (and who could prove them?), but the question of
why people choose to be tops/bottoms/versatile is a fascinating one.
Unfortunately, I haven’t seen much research in psychological journals on
this matter, so I will have to go with my own observations as a
psychotherapist and openly gay San Diegan.
therapist, can you tell me why there are so many more bottoms than tops
here in San Diego? Well, some things may be eternal mysteries, but I’ll
give the question my best shot. I can’t assume that this guy’s
observations are accurate (and who could prove them?), but the question of
why people choose to be tops/bottoms/versatile is a fascinating one.
Unfortunately, I haven’t seen much research in psychological journals on
this matter, so I will have to go with my own observations as a
psychotherapist and openly gay San Diegan.
At its best, anal intercourse (a.k.a. “fucking”) is an
act of intimacy, trust and excitement for BOTH parties. Whether it happens
between long-term partners at home in their comfy bed or in an alley
behind a bar with Mr. NoName, anal intercourse between two men (or two
women for that matter) is an experience whose pleasures and parameters are
defined and experienced by its participants.
act of intimacy, trust and excitement for BOTH parties. Whether it happens
between long-term partners at home in their comfy bed or in an alley
behind a bar with Mr. NoName, anal intercourse between two men (or two
women for that matter) is an experience whose pleasures and parameters are
defined and experienced by its participants.
It is my observation that a large percent of
gay/bi/trans men enjoy both topping and bottoming. Does such versatility
indicate a unique psychological makeup or is it just a physical
preference? Is it emotionally “healthier” to be able to enjoy being
sexually expressive in a variety of ways? What – if anything – lies behind
the stereotypes of tops and bottoms? Does being a top represent being
active, aggressive, overly masculine or being in control? Could it also
represent a fear of vulnerability and being penetrated? Is bottoming about
being receptive and secure enough to allow another to enter you and
“merge” with you…or is it more about being passive and submissive?
gay/bi/trans men enjoy both topping and bottoming. Does such versatility
indicate a unique psychological makeup or is it just a physical
preference? Is it emotionally “healthier” to be able to enjoy being
sexually expressive in a variety of ways? What – if anything – lies behind
the stereotypes of tops and bottoms? Does being a top represent being
active, aggressive, overly masculine or being in control? Could it also
represent a fear of vulnerability and being penetrated? Is bottoming about
being receptive and secure enough to allow another to enter you and
“merge” with you…or is it more about being passive and submissive?
While there may be some truth in stereotypes, being a
top or a bottom or versatile may not necessarily mean anything. For
example, most of us know men we could consider “power bottoms”: men who
are very assertive and controlling bottoms, who often orchestrate their
sexual encounters down to the last detail. We also know top men who are
gentle and even androgynous, busting that hyper-masculine, Marlboro Man
image.
top or a bottom or versatile may not necessarily mean anything. For
example, most of us know men we could consider “power bottoms”: men who
are very assertive and controlling bottoms, who often orchestrate their
sexual encounters down to the last detail. We also know top men who are
gentle and even androgynous, busting that hyper-masculine, Marlboro Man
image.
In my private practice, I have noticed that many
clients – particularly younger men – start out their sexual lives as
exclusively tops or bottoms until they eventually find themselves in an
intimate relationship with another man. There, they often feel comfortable
enough to explore that “other side” of themselves. Top men decide to allow
their lovers to fuck them; bottom boys want to try being inside their man.
This doesn’t always lead to versatility, but it allows both men to see
what its like to play each part and see how it fits him (pun intended).
clients – particularly younger men – start out their sexual lives as
exclusively tops or bottoms until they eventually find themselves in an
intimate relationship with another man. There, they often feel comfortable
enough to explore that “other side” of themselves. Top men decide to allow
their lovers to fuck them; bottom boys want to try being inside their man.
This doesn’t always lead to versatility, but it allows both men to see
what its like to play each part and see how it fits him (pun intended).
The world of tops and bottoms is not one that can
simply be explained in these few paragraphs. The BDSM world explores
further dimensions and nuances that I will not attempt to address here.
Many lesbian and bisexual couples also experiment with these roles, thanks
to “strap-on” dildos and other accoutrements that can make everyone’s sex
lives more interesting.
simply be explained in these few paragraphs. The BDSM world explores
further dimensions and nuances that I will not attempt to address here.
Many lesbian and bisexual couples also experiment with these roles, thanks
to “strap-on” dildos and other accoutrements that can make everyone’s sex
lives more interesting.
Ultimately, I believe that it isn’t so important
whether you’re a top or a bottom. What matters is that you freely and
safely express your sexual energies and that your partner enjoys his/hers.
Overemphasizing rigid stereotypes and top/bottom roles seems like a stale,
leftover paradigm from the ’70s and ’80s. I suggest that we all continue
to explore our sexual and erotic life. Experiment: Keep an open mind. Try
new things. Keep pushing your own envelope (mentally and physically) and
let go of the overly simplistic focus on tops or bottoms. If – like the
guy at the party – you lament the lack of top men in your life, perhaps it
would be more helpful to look at the lack of sexual and emotional
fulfillment in your life, rather than to expect a time-worn stereotype to
make you happy.
whether you’re a top or a bottom. What matters is that you freely and
safely express your sexual energies and that your partner enjoys his/hers.
Overemphasizing rigid stereotypes and top/bottom roles seems like a stale,
leftover paradigm from the ’70s and ’80s. I suggest that we all continue
to explore our sexual and erotic life. Experiment: Keep an open mind. Try
new things. Keep pushing your own envelope (mentally and physically) and
let go of the overly simplistic focus on tops or bottoms. If – like the
guy at the party – you lament the lack of top men in your life, perhaps it
would be more helpful to look at the lack of sexual and emotional
fulfillment in your life, rather than to expect a time-worn stereotype to
make you happy.
Top, bottom or versatileby Michael Kimmel, psychotherapist
Published Thursday, 19-Nov-2009 in issue 1143
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